Saturday, April 30, 2005

Last nite

yesterday...rite after me went to umah makton my new nenek angkat ( me gie makan tgh hari sampai ke petang, sbb mak ton jemput semua org production n also crew to makan at her house, kami makan lauk makton masak perghhh yummy2, moga allah merahmati keluarga mak ton with nur n bless ameen), me balik rumah n after solat isyaq my kawan asking me to company her to watch editing in damai (me actually nak gie dgr ceramah but tetamu dtg tumpang berehat kat umah so me x jadi ah gie ceramah), like wise me dengan lemah longlainya temankan her, aiseh me mmg x minat nak tgk editing, sbb tunggu lama mengantok, sejuk, lapar dan bosan jugak kekadang tu! walaupun kkdg tu kita dpt tgk scene2 yg intresting dan funny but really me dont feel enjoy to attend any editing!

hurm, my kawan tu dia mmg x der apa nak buat kalo balik rumah so for sure she ok to go n watch editing, masa we watch editing my another kawan sms us n invite us to watch she playing futsal with others crew (ni cerita kawan2 sekerja ah bukan my sahabat tau), hurm masa tu mata dah ngantok, mula2 mmg teringin nak tgk org main futsal sbb xpenah tgk sebelum ni, tp masa tu me mmg ngantok, last2 gie lah jugak tgk org main futsal kat kg baru, hurm intresting ah game futsal ni tapi x sesuai utk wanita kalo join main with guys, they should create a place for gurls main futsal n not mixing with guys, maluuuuu ah pulak tgk pompuan main :( rasa mcm segannya, lelaki sure ah suka tgk pompuan main menda2 camni :( bak kata depa mencuci mata! heh x sesuai, geli plak me nak type menda2 camni! so masa depa main me dok tepi je ah konon2 jadi ala2 pom pom gurl heh! x sesuai ! apa2 pun futsal ni bagus di main oleh semua org tp mestilah kene betol caranya ek, pompuan main with pompuan, dan mestilah tertutup, sbb aurat semua tu ha! org x pk agaknya menda2 camni herm entah ah ek, lelaki plak wah untung depa ni dpt main futsal nowonder depa kuat cergas dan sehat ya dak, sbb exercise tu baik utk kesihatan, me tgk org2 lelaki main depa macam hapie jer n depa betol2 having fun with kawan2 depa ah.

so entah ah kdg2 why lah me kene buat n pegi menda2 yg me x suka nak tgk dan pegi, ni semua kes tumpang keta kawan n terpaksa follow owner keta. adoi la :'( tension nya kehidupan ku utk bulan april ni :'( sabar jer lah sebenornya, nasib baik alhamdullilah sgt2 my emosi still terkawal dan xterlampau stress!kalo me teiba blow adoi nauzzubillah!

hurm me entah ah semakin benci tahap extream pulak ngan culture my working life ni, n me anti sosial? x ah pulak, just me x minat nak having fun like how others friends from my work having fun,me actually prefer to sit at home, read books, watch tv sometimes, borak2 with emak,type blog dan me pon dah malas sebenarnya nak chating in mirc, sbb bosan, me suka gie kelas, baca buku rasa mcm fun sgt, me nerd? tu semua ungkapan org putih yg x suka kita nak timba ilmu dari membaca! semua nak kuasai minda2 manusia supaya having fun with tv n lupakan reading n mentelaah buku2 yg penuh dgn ilmu2 yg pelbagai.

:'( me xsuka banget nak gie editing :"( helppppppp me ya Allah!

should i menipu by giving any alasan when ppl ask me to company them to go? or just tell the truth abt my feeling? truth hurt ppl heart? sigh :'( guano deh!

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