true friends!

God makes known to people in the following verse of the Qur'an that He is the only true friend and protector:

God is the protector of those who believe. He brings them out of the darkness into the light. But those who disbelieve have false deities as protectors. They take them from the light into the darkness. Those are the heirs of Hell and shall abide in it for ever. (Qur'an, 2:257)

when me read the ayah tat i quote from harun yahya site all the sudden me think abt all my friends, really... hurm, used to have so many friends when i was in uni n in high skool, but now only few ppl left, only true friends will stick kinda forever with u though, they will be at yr side when u need them, they will give u good advised when u down, but really allah the only god who will always be with u forever, when u make mistake he still have Ar Rahman n Ar Rahim, he love u 60x greater than how yr mom love u mashallah!

when u love Allah, Allah will always love u more n more n more,

easy for me to type isnt... but really me!myself try to understand the concept of makrifatullah n also the concept of tauhid, where wat my ustaz told us, once u understand the tauhid u will fall in love more to Allah n u will be more closed to Allah, mashallah, how great when u can understand more the concept of Allah, u will feel afraid all the time with all the azab :'( n u will get the shine of nur, nur ala nur, cahaya atas cahaya :') subhanallah..

like wise we human always make mistake, no one perfect isnt? but practise can make u become perfect? is it true? inshallah nothing cant be done, with will of Allah we can be gud n islamic muslims ameen

but when u yr self drag yr self into darkness by doing a lot of maksiat all the time n u ur self forget to ask forgiveness plus u also didnt digest wat u study, n u dont want 2 practise it, nur will not come to u but darkness will cover u up :'( u will be blind n u will hard to reach nur again, yr heart will be covered by black dot :'( until it wont make u feel guilty when u keep on doing bad things nauzzubillah

tok guru said u cant do gud things n at the same time u keep on doing bad things, nur cant mix with darkness, :'(

so now wat we can do? ask yr self...muhasabah yr self, sit n relax, takes few minutes n think... life is fragile we have to handle it with doas ! anyways im telling my self abt this thing, n me write this journal for my self to care n for other to share inshallah :'(

Fear Allah wherever you are and follow up a bad deed with a good one as it will wipe it out and behave well towards people.